hanging on the front stairs with my mom
her friend was dying so she sold us oxycontin
hanging with a lover in their room it was nice
to have a playmate but it’s sad we couldn’t move
I just shoulda stayed home
I skipped on train tracks until it arrived
where men wiped the tears away from my eyes
that’s when you have to lie
I just should have stayed home where its nice inside
I snuck out a window to meet a friend
she got hit by a car and I was nervous she was dead
then I took the wrong train home
where strange men rubbed themselves at me and moaned.
I probably put on a show because I cant be alone
but I just should have stayed home