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The First Day of Spring

by DOLLHOUSE

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do coke in the daytime never leave your house avoid the sun im making this year count ill be your shadow its who i am take you life from the inside dinner with dropouts, the company of crooks go to bed every night thinking your the worst im the shadow baby youre dumb if you trust a friend dumb if you trust a lover the whole world is meant to make you live in the shadow of another if my mother was dead i would have joined her by now i would leave a pretty message: id love if i was wrong and there really was a heaven
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Living just to crash when youre home or anywhere while another close friend dies and you forgot how to care the callous on my thighs are as dark as my heart not caring about yourself isnt hard its an art i did it again one year in every ten ever wonder how easy it is to leave? just believe me if you die by May in two more weeks everyone will be okay, i promise you we already are in heaven dont take the train just watch it pass thats how close you are to heaven if you step across that line you dont become an angel you become more divine i become you and you become mine a trade for both the worlds we will all be fine life passes by in bed so why should we move lets starve together!!! we have the strength of one but we are two!!! i did it again, one year in every ten house fires use to scare me but believe me if it happens in June in two more weeks no one will remember you i was destined for fame at such a young age but it was taken away by some pervert and no one knows what really happened i cant remember a thing before eleven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven this is heaven
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look at all the other lovers healthy in their face healthy in their teeth we must look so out of place pulling on our hair till its gone on our own i was happy personally look at all the other lovers they never starved in a day watching bones of your lover get more pointed made us feel okay trading tips with each on how we both should hide our bodies when the angels came to rub our thighs were gonna die so pretty in my favorite dress in your favorite shoes sunken eyes and lips cold blue i saw all the other lovers full of energy they loved the flowers in the spring i wish that was for you i wish that was for me avoiding sunsets in the park while our hands were to small to hold we were too weak to touch each other freezing in the New York cold How pretty we looked down in Yonkers that day eating speed with a lover was the one thing that made us feel okay there was a ribbon for our wounds and makeup for my eyes praying "please let the angels finally close our thighs"
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if you saw me on the unit would you think that i was fine? would you hold my hand that spring time? if i had chlamydia would you kiss me on the lips? i would think that it was intimate waking to the breath of a person that i hated sharing rooms with a pervert made me nervous and impatient i got you hooked on pills (i needed quarters for the phone) but i forgot all the numbers of my people back home :( its the first day of spring skipping down the unit i was strong enough to move i watched a teen give birth in the corner of her room hazel eyes and brunette hair she didnt scream she didnt seem to care she just laid there poor ugly Issac always had to cry getting burns from the carpet he was rubbing on his thighs the father was the reason why he turned out so bad so sad the worst friend ever its the first day of spring

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Physical copies available through Toxic State Records. First month digital sales will go in equal parts to @caaavnyc and to providing direct cash support for houseless people in New York City

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released March 22, 2021

Toxic State Records
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Sasha Stroud at Artifact Studio!

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